My One True Friend:
06/16/03 The Grass Is Green On The Ground, There Are Noises All Around. There Is Sadness In The Air, As Everyone Begins To Stare. You Stand By Me As We Begin, You Look At Me And Find Beauty Within. It Is You That I Shall Defend, Because You Are My Life And My One True Friend. ©Caila King Blind No More:
06/19/03 I Used To Hate My Life So Much That I Really Wanted To Die, I Never Found What I Was Looking For Because I Never Looked Inside. When I Look Back Now At How My Life Used To Be, It Really Was Not That Bad And Now I Finally See. My Family And My Friends Are Great And I Love Them Oh So Deep, And When I Think Of How I Treated Them It Really Makes Me Weep. I Am Glad They Didn't Abandon Me When I Needed Them The Most, Although I Really Know It Now That They Needed Me The Most. I Hope That They Believe Me When They Hear Me Say, That I Am Doing Better Now And Want To Live My Life Each Day ©Caila King My Secret Crush:
03/23/07 He is an individual no matter what anyone says, he always cheers me up and he knows he does. I know I can talk to him when I need a friend, I know he'll always be there for me until the very end. I don't know what to say he is my secret crush, and everytime I think of him I can't help but blush. When I thought of what to do to tell him how I feel, I got so scared and nervous and hoped they were not real. I told him it was hard for me to say the feelings in my heart, he told me it was okay because he is a sweetheart. I felt better but still scared because I have never felt this way, I know that I have found true love and I am finally on my way. ©Caila King I Love You:
03/27/08 I am cold inside I try not to be. I want to be the best for you I'm trying to make you see. The way you make me feel with the things you say. Just how much I love you more and more each day. You have stole my heart it is yours to keep. I belong to you my feelings run so deep. You may hurt me at times and don't realize you do. but at the end of the day I am in-love with you. ©Caila King I can Be Me:
04/12/08 My heart is breaking and I don't know why whenever I think of him I break down and cry. I fell in-love with him whenever we were apart my feelings grew stronger and now I have a broken heart. I don't want to go on living because he is not with me now that we're not together It is killing me. He is a big part of my life and he always will be I have no one who understands I have no one who can see. I am in a lot of pain and need to be set free from the hurt I feel so I can just be me. ©Caila King Misery:
10/29/08 Things are complicated they don't always make sense everything happens for a reason that is my defense. Nothing always turns out right but should we never forget our past times and memories that happened when we met. I completely fell for you that decision I've come to regret you betrayed my trust in you and now our fates are set. Misery has become my only friend that is here for me all the time it seems to never abandon me while I'm wishing you were mine. I find comfort in the darkness I start to flee from the light no one is able to save me now for this is my last fight. I'm broken and I'm scared as I sit alone and sigh my time with you has come to an end and this is my final good-bye! ©Caila King I Do:
03/13/09 I don't want to be another I want to be the one I'm not in this for the games I want more than just the fun. I want someone to love me to care and hold me tight I want someone to stay with me every night. If you are the one who will love me true then all that is left is for me to say, "I Do". ©Caila King My Son:
09/23/13 You stole my heart before we met I knew my path would soon be set you changed my life in so many ways I cherrish the moments and all the days I get to spend with you by my side it's as peaceful as the oceans' tide I'll love you until the day I die until the blue has left the sky you are my world and my biggest dream life seems so simple but shorter it seems the days pass quickly and the nights fly by I hope I never have to say good-bye I love you more than I can show you are my son and I hope yo know you make me happier than I'l ever be I hope you'll always depend on me. -Love, Mom <3 ©Caila King Hope:
04/18/08 I am completely miserable this feeling I cannot hide Things haven't been working out there is no one by my side. I am not a victim I have caused my own sorrow I'm determined to fix this later than tomorrow. These things take time my pain needs to heal my heart needs to mend so it may once again feel. the love, joy and pain of life all the feelings I have misplaced need to be found again so I'm no longer a disgrace. To myself and anyone else who does not recognize me I'm in search of myself and the woman I want to be. I have hit a critical point in time and things remain unclear I need to get back on track and forget my darkest fears. ©Caila King Handsome:
12/06/13 You make me smile you melt my heart I never want us to be apart. I love you now I'll love you always I feel for you more on somedays you have my heart until the end of time I am forever yours and you, are mine. ©Caila King |
Too Late:
08/09/07 This is the new me I'm tird of living lies, not thinking for myself because of emotional ties. I give myself to people way to much and I never ever receive, I get pushed away betrayed, and also deceived. I never choose to put myself first everyone else seems to matter more, I can't seem to get my priorities straight and that is why I am emotionally sore. I don't know how to fix this this is all I know, my life is a huge mess and the inner me is starting to show. I am an emotional wreck I am pushing everyone away, It's the wrong thing to do and I have gone astray. From everyone I love and from everything I've ever known, I don't know how to get back and I don't want to be alone. I don't think anyone can help me I think this is my fate, this is the end of my time and I think it's way too late. I don't think I can do this alone so this I ask of you please forgive me and help me find the path that's true. ©Caila King Tomorrow Is Another Day:
06/25/03 I Think I Have Taken My Life For Granted And Turned Everything Upside Down, I Thought My Life Couldn't Get Worse And I Always Wore A Frown. I Never Thought I Would Regret My Mistakes Until I Think About Them This Day, All I Wanted Was Someone To Listen And Hear What I Had To Say. When That Didn't Work I Made Up My Mind, It Was The Only Thing I could Think To Do At That Very Difficult Time. I Knew It Was My Time To Go Into The Wonderful World Above, I Said I'd Do It Gracefully Like A Flying Dove. When I Realized What I Was Doing I Didn't Want To Stop, Then I Thought About My Family And My Brain Just Sort Of Popped. At That Moment I Thought It Was The Only Way, But I Stopped And Said To Myself "Tomorrow Is Another Day" ©Caila King Christopher Allan Cram, My Love:
10/31/06 Can you really love me? Because Honestly, everything feels so Right when we are together. I am so in-love with you. Surely you know you are the one I want. Thought I could escape my feelings. Obviously, I can't. I am wrong in Pretending I don't want to be with you. I am Happier each and everyday just thinking of you. Even just saying "I love you" does it. Really you are my life. All day long you are always on my mind. I Love you. I want to spend the rest of my Life with you. Each And every day for the rest of time. I will Never stop loving and Caring for you. I now know how you Reel me back in. You won't give up on us. All day long, all I want is you. My love, my life. ©Caila King I Am Sorry:
04/12/08 I feel so much pain when I talk to you for the way you make me feel I am confused about it all That I feel like it's unreal. Things are really awkward between us and I'm the one to blame I don't know how to fix it and I'm filled with all this shame. I want things to get better but at the same time I don't I want you to forgive me but I also know you won't. Whatever I do it is never good enough I don't know how you feel but I am sure that if I knew my heart would start to heal. This is not what I want for us I have different plans in mind people do stupid and crazy things because love makes them blind. I didn't think before I spoke I didn't think you would really care and now the one who is not around is the one I want to be there. ©Caila King Rest Of My Life:
12/10/12 I want to be the best version of myself for you that I can possibly be I don't know how to do that or who you want me to be. There is no turning back now I will love you for the rest of my life I am happier than I have ever been I can't wait to become your wife. I will now and forever be yours I hope I can one day show you the same happiness and love you've shown me so please just tell me what to do. How can I fix the things that are wrong and be the woman you fell for you're not the same man I fell in-love with because you are better than before. You're an amazing father and are great with our boys I love seeing you spend time with them joking, laughing and playing with toys. You are a father, lover and friend I couldn't have asked for a better man to have and to hold until the very end. ©Caila King Kindness:
09/21/13 Life is all about the choices you make what you are willing to put at stake, if you love someone show them you care tell them your dreams and that you want them there, along for the journey for when they come true that there is no one else who is better for you, the smallest act can mean so much the smallest kiss or the lightest touch, can change someone's world in the best way there is no one else they will want to stay, in their heart or in their mind choose your words wisely and always be kind, things can change fast and they can be gone because you were cruel and treated them wrong, do not be afraid of what you may feel no matter the reason they will always be real, you cannot control how things will turn out you will get mad and scream and shout, but in the end your heart knows what's true but only you can decide what choice is best for you. ©Caila King To My Love:
12/27/07 I cannot help my feelings I don't know what to do Things are really complicated But I am in-love with you. Things are not okay and never will they be I don't know what to do so I can be free. We can never be together This I already know but I think my feelings are beginning to show. You flirt with me almost everyday and I cannot think of any words to say. You make me feel alive and like a whole person I don't know why you are the only person. Who makes me feel complete without you I'd be lost and the fear of losing you is the highest cost. I never want things to change No matter where we are If I lose you in my life I will be so scarred. You mean so much to me I really hope you know I hope that someday your feelings will start to show. We could have something We won't know until we try when I think of life without you A tear falls from my eye. I have something to share with you: You touch my heart in a way I never thought was possible with just the things you say! ©Caila King Reasons Why I Love You:
11/27/2013 I love your heart, How it beats for me, I love your brown eyes and how they look at me. I love your soul so pure and real, I love your smile and how it makes me feel. I love your laugh I love your touch, I love your sincerity and I just love you sooo much. I love the life I have with you I love our sons that you gave me, but most of all I love how you love me. ©Caila King |